MomoChocolate

So I am working on a digital fan art, and this time I tried to actually make it nice! But there is a problem... It keeps lagging! It says the memory load is full when I open the photo, but on other photos where I did not try to draw as much ( like backgrounds and ect. are fine)
Honestly I don't know much about computers so I might not get this correct (( I have been trying to study so I can buy a new one!)) but something to do with RAM; which is computer storage and allows the device to read data.
I read that computers with 2GB or more RAM are great for illustration, so I was thinking I was fine with my old one! 
But I have come across some complications... I've had this computer since third grade ((( I am a senior in high school now ))) so that's ten years. And then I checked the RAM that my computer carried and it was 894 MB.
Is this a major complication?
Can I get this resolved like purchasing more RAM? My comps so old I might as well buy a new one I guess. This is honestly so stressful, Ah.

But back to my main point! It won't let me go into further detail on my illustration vnv which makes me really sad. Hah.

Ahh! It was so much fun! I cosplayed seifuku with  and I was so happy, that beyond belief, there was a para para panel!!! For about an hour and a half my friend and I got to do the para para with a para para fanatic #II instructor, (he was so nice >w< and loved to cosplay as popular J-pop idols ((hohohohoho)) he even let us use his wifi after ) I met a girl who worked at a K-pop stand, but was in love with J-rock and visual-kei instead! I even bought a Dir-en-Grey CD The Marrow of a Bone (best I think)   She was so amazing and traveled all over the world to listen to different bands! She also was a model for Mint Neko in the fashion show! Angelic Pretty was also one of the main clothing lines that modeled! I got to meet Rin Rin Doll too~ ahhh how wonderful~ I was so happy that at the rave they showed Yowamushi Pedal on the big screens. They had the best DJ too haaa he was so cute

The exhibition hall was extra special this year as well because I was able to buy matching items with my friends! I got an adorable bow/fake lace purse, matching white with pink hentai panties with , an alpaca (EVEN THOUGH IT CAME OFF IT'S FU**CKING STRING AND I CAN'T FIND IT!!), Dir-en-Grey The Marrow of a Bone CD, and the whole 5 piece figure set from the anime Hoozuki no Reitetsu!!!!!!! (omg I couild just drown in happiness), bought me the only fricken Doraemon thing we could find in the convention as well! It is a little audio jack doraemon that I plug in as he stuggles to hang on =w= (it also came with a cute little pancake to wrap my headphones around       
Elisa Sang at the concert hall too (so many crying fanboys omg no joke haha) I didn't really care or knew who she was until I heard her sing Hikari! (The ending theme to Nabari No Ou!!!!!!!!!!!!     we became best friends after  pshh lol jk drr

I also got to meet Hiroshi Nagahama!!! The director of Mushi-shi, Fruits Basket, and Detroit Metal City OVA (a bunch of other ones too, but these are the ones that were/are important to me). I got to see a viewing of episode 3 session 2 of Mushi-shi that only got released in Japan the day before! It was fantastic.  I got my badge signed ( but accidently on the plastic part so I had to tape what was left of his signature so it wouldn't rub off TT~TT )

So to wrap it all up, it was probably one of the best cons ever. See you next year!!
    Cosplay I'd like to do
:bademoticon: Yowamushi Pedal (Naruko)
:bademoticon: Meido (meido Yowamushi Pedal lololololol)
:bademoticon: Kill la Kill (Satsuki)

Happy Earth Day.

You tricky tanuki!
Yowamushi Pedal is all I could wish for in an anime; perfection and bicycling.
Buddha bless.

Hiatus go away!

This is me coming out into the world
Let us embrace my courage with welcoming arms!

...

It is time for me to get a JOB!
I am going to become a working class citizen guys! Part-time money makin' machine
And no- I will not become your suga' momma
BUT I will save up for education to better the world,
(okay, maybe a little J-rock concerts and air plane tickets in between)

But non-the less!
instead of becoming a full-time bum
livin' off of other peoples well earned cash
I look forward to being a fugal sixteen year old
Nothing better than stinginess correct?
Hahaha, wrong!
I look forward to spending money on the people I like

....

Okay maybe a little bit of a suga' momma,
but I haven't found my destined lover,
The Suga' Dadeh

Look forward to meeting you, you gorgeous piece of man candy
or should I say money D:
lol nooo I am not shallow at all
Believe it!!
What? I did not use an overly clichéd reference from Naruto, nahh

I think I've gone off topic.